Homeschool

I have been doing a lot of thinking, soul searching and research and I am pretty confident that I want to homeschool Cierra and Savannah beginning this fall. It has been a fairly difficult decisions, because, well anything not mainstream society tends to be difficult! But after much consideration I think it is the best choice for us. They are not thriving in school like I would love to see them. There is a lot of tension with other kids. They don't love learning like they used to. I want that back! I have to get Craig sold on the idea, he is researching, reading and thinking on his own. We will visit this sometime in the near future I believe.
I have read so many websites, so many blogs, I fear (as I guess is natural) that I am highly inferior to the moms I have read about! They are super spiritual, organized, calm, sure, confident...I could go on! I, on the other hand, I am just me! I am not highly organized, tend to be a worry wort and stress case, I have religion and beliefs but am not overly religious or spiritual. I feel as though I am not nearly as good as these moms and hope that with learning along with my children-many lessons,not just school room types, but patience, to be more kind, more generous, I hope to become more like the moms I hold in high esteem. Fingers crossed that when I take the plunge and jump in, I don't sink!!! YIKES!!